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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

menye minyi yeay

mm, udah lama berkunjung kesini ya sepertinya.

much story to tell, but no need to tell (maunya apa sih ya -_-)

december, yeah thanks for treating me well :)

christmas atmosphere, full of happiness.

yeah, especially about ho-li-day!

january, i'm thankful for the new chapter in my life.

hihi, playing fireworks and petasan wif friends & cko. soo fun!

RIA is back! nyahahahha

mm, another (not) great stories are not important to tell :(

i'm just glad that 'thing' be better day by day :")

today is the last day in january!

happy and not.

happy cause february is month that have love atmosphere, val's daaay

but, first day for my internship program (best luck for mee!)

that's all

xo

he to the lo

setelah sekian lama hanya memendam hasrat untuk posting...
baru hari ini terlaksana ._.


well, i'm already officially graduated from my senior high school PEROHISCO :)
happy? yeah. sad? yeah. and, boring.
ga ada kegiatan sama sekali sampe 9 september (gua gatau kenapa kampus gua masuknya telat bgt-_-)


and.......udah hampir 2 bulan terakhir ini ayahnya ericko sakit, diagnosanya sih macem-macem. Yang awalnya dirawat di rumahsakit daerah bintaro skrg ada disingapur. intinya sih permasalahannya tentang pencernaan gitu. GET WELL SOON BANGET OM! everyone praying for you. pengennyasih ngejenguk kesana, kasian juga cko gaada temennya. tapi gimana :( gaada temen :( hmm gwsgwsgwsgwsgetwellreallysooon!


i'm.missin.you.a.lot.ko :"


maunyasih masukin foto tapi ini eror -_- malesdeh.
okaybyebyee


xoxo

yeah! but t.i.r.e.d

hello..bloggie
long time no talk :)


ya begitulah ingin menulis namun banyak halangan,
baru bisa sekarang deeeh


First, welcome home Ria Melati && Mike! :DDD
Teman-teman yang study abroad sedang kembali ke Indonesia. Ria Melati a.k.a. lie zhi fei (taudeh bener apa engga ehehe), dalam rangka imlek dia meluncur dari china ke sini. uuuw senang sekali juga rinduuuu ({ }) sayangnya kita jarang main bareng :"""""( Trus, si bule scotland Michael sedang ada di Indo juga buat sembuhin cideranya! bule banget loh -.- sama mike juga baru ketemu sekali :s


Second, happy first month ericko ({ })
Thankyou for the first month, ko :) ily


Third, happy (late) valentine day, everyoneee :) 
horrreeee valentine! Taun ini ada perayaaan loh disekolah *norak*


Fourth, welcome super relax period (baca: persiapan ujian)
YaTuhaaaaaan, capeknya! 
Sekarang udah jalan sekitar stengah TO. C.A.P.E.K. hosh 
dan tgl 28 tuh udah mulai ujian prakter segala, hhhhh speechless.


....
oh iyaaa!! Ria gave me something from china :) 
as my late birthday present :D
xie xie :*

that's all 
xoxo

superb complicated week!

superduperbumperboomboomcarcapeksedihseneng :/

i wanna share so much things and activities, that i have done this week.

monday, 8th November

i went to went to Universitas Pelita Harapan to join the accounting competition. Jadi ada 2 tim yang pergi kesana, tim 1 tuh gue, tasia & ken. Trus tim 2 mayo, kepang & sam. Hari pertama kita ikut dari babak 1, trus seminar, trus babak 2. sampe sore bangeeet jam stengah 6an gt baru balik :| Fyi, soalnya astaga naga susahnya  -_- yang disuruh bikin siklus pencatatan aja gagal ga balance -_-

oh iya! one more thing! pengumuman pmdk, dan aku diterima di jalur PMDK Atma jurusan akuntansi..............dan lagi-lagi dilema menerpa *sigh*

Tuesday, 9th November

yaaa......puji tuhan tim gue lolos buat ke babak 3 yaitu semifinal yang diikutin 9 team. thankyou God :) trus ya berangkatlah tim 1 dan juga joinan tim 2. babak 3 tuh ya cerdas cermat gitu.......ya karena kurang persiapan dan lawannya super. ya kita ga berhasil ke babak final. hehhehe tapi gapapa sampe semifinal aja udah mukjizat! haha

Wednesday, 10th November

happy heroes day (?) selamat hari pahlawan! ada upacara di sekolah! capek.pegel.huhuhuhu :(

Thursday, 11th November

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY RIA MELATI :*

happy birthdaay! actually happy sweetseventeen ria melaaati! imissyou alot muahmuah! all the best wishes for you :p

Friday, 12th November

speechless.......

shock......

sad........

Rest in peace Mr. Doni Hindratmo :( 

jadi dia tuh mantan guru bahasa Indonesia di abj, dia sakit udah lumayanlama. dan beberapa waktu terakhir emang kondisinya udah kurang baik dia dirawat di ICU. Dia guru yang terbilang cukup hi-tech (orang jago edit video, adobe dan hebatnya dia juga ngaskus gan), guru yang kadang suka seenaknya juga, tapi kocak :) Pengen banget diajar sama dia lagi, but, God love him more than us, and i believe dia pasti udah seneng disana udah bebas dari penyakitnya. Selamat jalan pak Doni, you'll be missed.

dihari yang sama kesedihan dateng lagi, opungnya icha kembali ke Bapa di surga juga :( Tabah ya ca :(

tapi disamping itu futsal team perohisco, did a great job! mereka juara 2 buat futsal putra di TM cup. CONGRATS!

Saturday, 13th November

paginya ga ikut peltam, rencananya karena mau belajar buat tes prasmul. Jadiah ke 7/11 pangpol sampe sorean gitu. trus malemnya ke tmfest ngambi piala, ke pim makan jalan bentar...pulang (?)

Sunday, 14th November

jeng jeng jeng...............tes masuk Prasetiya Mulya Business School

bayangkan dari jam 8.00 - 13.00 cuma istirahat 15 menitan :(

susah banget tesnya, kompleks. 

mulai dari psikotes, mat, bahasa Inggris, logika, ngarang & yang paling recet kraeplin :/

capek.

thats all................ceritanya aja udah capek kan? apalagi ngejalaninnya :(

xoxo bye :*

please save our nation, God

bencana di Mentawai,

bencana di Gunung Merapi,

gempa di mana-mana,

hujan abu,

banyak korban, banyak orang kesusahan, banyak orang sakit.

takut. sedih. bingung. semua jadi satu. 

so, let's pray to our beloved Father guys.

God, please bless our nation :(

i called it growing tooth-ache (?)

gigi yang paling belakang atau biasanya dibilang gigi bungsuku sedang mau tumbuh 

Huuu ini sakit banget loh!

gusinya bengkak, kepala pusing, demam trus nyeri banget :s

kemaren dokternya memberi obat yang cukup ngurangin nyeri, hhhh

tapi.................

kalo masih sakit terus, harus di rontgen :////

uuuu ayodong jangan kenapa kenapa :( 

takut.........

hope everything gonna be alright!

btw, i have a good news! tes beasiswa di umn menghasilkan rank 8 yang artinya kalo aku masuk situ biaya uang pangkalnya di discount 40%................lumayansih tapi hmmmm......................should i take it? or leave it? i dunno.

ok that's all

xoxo